寂寞寂寞就好

2day... I so free... after class... i went to my friend house using his internet... lolx... Now at New Zealand... do not hav unlimited internet connection... we all having like 20G or 40G per month... it was so less at all.. damn it... and some more my house got almost 5 to 6 pc... so we hav so many ppl to share just 20?! omg... it was totally not enough la... aiyo...

Actually 2day at here... i just wan to share my love story... hope that (she) don mind that i sharing on my blog... I can say it just like a failed example... which call fail 姐弟恋... Last two month... i start couple wif a girl...
Starting we feel impossible... and i was like... lolx...^^ got girl hook up wif me wo... and that time... i didnt think about i really wan to couple in New Zealand... bcoz the purpose i come here is to work and study... helping my family... so i was unexpected about it... at the time b4... there are few more girl taking handphone from me... but i cant even think about couple wif them... but this time... she was like... dono le... mayb my serendipity has come... so i just go ahead...
One days... which the next day that i know her... I just come str that i ask her... will you mind age problem... she answer that age not a problem... important is we being well when we together...
Heard what she said... i totally rest assured that i should go ahead d... then in 1 week time... i aready date her out for our first date^^...
Actually i came to New Zealand almost 1 year d... but there are so many places that i never go... bcoz there places if i go alone it feel so weird... lolx... when i was couple... me and my girl went to many places and all those are just amazing and wonderful... how to say...
Beaches... so nice... strong wind... nice view... leisure... sweet... romantic...



Hill... green atmosphere... fresh air... beautiful tree... look out point of not just Auckland city... is whole New Zealand!!!...




Tourism Attraction... Train... we call it Motat...




And so on so on.... I was so happy... She just enrich my life... alot alot of thing... many flavour part i wan to share it wif my fren...^^
and some more we two travel to a places 3 days 2 nite... So happy... just enjoy and relax the two of the world...^^
A mature couple i would say... it was bravo...^^
after that... we back to our position... i hav to work... she also hav to work... we getting less time together wif each other... but at starting our (Love fire) was strong enough... so no matter how hard... we also will take time spent wif each other... so sweet and happy...^^

But one day... how to mention this... is like (the real life)...
Introducing about her... She was graduate at Auckland University... age is 198*(secret)... and now she is a nurse... working...
Why i will say the real life?!... is bcoz every parent of us... like your mom... or my mom... will always think for us and even know what should we do in the future... and they aready had a plan for it... and so do my girlfren parents... One day... a careless happen which is my girlfren(i mention her as Y)... Y tell her mom about us... a 20years old small kid who is still not yet get his career... and still hav to fight for many thing in the future... after that... she mom was... not just she mom... i think most of the mother will also think dat... NO WAY!!! you got to be kidding me...
Then She start giving presure to Y... at the same time Y suffering on working(nursing is a highly stress job) and enie menie... blar blar blar... after that... we start argue... Once we start... we never end d!!! T_T... bcoz this argue come outs on the moment which our love is still in a unstable status!!!
So until last couple days... We both are totally tired for that... but we still didnt make out a decision... I was so pain and suffer bcoz as i write on my Facebook... when you really fall in love... you are getting hard to stepping out of that... But I think about that for a long time period and I do it tough once... I asking for break out... and we be friend back!!! T_T... it was so pain man... at my side is like... i just start couple... we used to be happy all time... just 2 month!!! and then we hav to facing the fierce's real life... all come so fast and also go so fast... I cant let go everything at this moment... bcoz my feeling are still there... T_T...
But don worry all my friend... i'll be fine soon... but this moment i just wan to be 寂寞寂寞就好!!!

Unknown Accident

Yesterday... i having an unknown accident... why i say so... bcoz i went to my friend house about a house warming party... we chit chat and hav fun... suddenly... someone come to knock our door say that my car has crushing by someone!!! so we quickly run out and see what going on... when i reach my car and i saw a huge damage to my car back side... omg... But i would say it was lucky... bcoz the driver didnt hit and run... She was a kid... just 16 year old... and her father was so kind... stay there wait me appear... and write down every detail... helping me to settle all the staff... He will handle all the fix payment... call to the insurance company... and ask them to send my car to somewhere fix it... using digital accessment... taking photo... and adjust for the fees... at the end will completely settle everything for me... and i hav nothing need to pay at all... But... trouble is... i hav to take some times to drive my car to the place which fixing the car... Lolx... why i call it Unknown accident.... bcoz yesterday i was just settle down my relationship problem... then went to friend party is like try to hav fun... but so suddenly having accident... dono what to say... just like somethings happen so unknown... dono where to come... dono why happen... dono what to do... lolx... I think i hav to settle everything one by one... and make up my mind... start moving forward... i should not be wasting too much time on those kind of stuff d... it totally wasting my time now...
be awake and smart jor Vin...

Random Speak~~

Hi... Vin here... I'm still allrite...^^ Miss me le?!
All you guys also wan know what Vin recently doing... Nothing much...
In New Zealand... Auckland... A place that dono weather belong to Vin or not...
Working hard on my future... leaving malaysia that time... i was like... wanna come out to hav a look of the world which outside malaysia... and i did saw many thing different... and mayb i having more Hone in my life... i feel myself more mature than b4 d...^^ but the feel of missing you guys is same... and even more and more tim...
Here i wan to sing a song to you guys lo...^^
掛念好友~~
這客機灑脫從地平升空~
載着搭客每個夢想多麼重~
那次天台裡同坐啍的歌~
某日再見你我仍未會淡忘~

這份掛念　要怎麼承受~
你地或許超過像好友~
我向它方遠走　想請你地等候~
這樣分開请你地保重~

My leaving will not be forever... My friends... We will meet up soon... Even we now live under different sky... but i hope you guys same as me... enjoy your life now...







For my job now... i aready climbed the highest position in my restaurant... having the highest wages among all the stuff...^^ don be proud or happy... bcoz hav to work more 1 ar... T_T...
Work nothing much sharing... bcoz share jor you also dono what i sharing... lolx...^^

For my study... I'm now apply for the Language study... i was applied b4 september... and my school day is on 20 sept... But i wait jor almost 2 months then only the Immigration approved my application say that my visa will be expired 15Jan... means 2 months leave... T_T... 1 months later i hav to apply visa again... but at this time... what i really wan to apply?!!! continue study language or study course or working visa or just back to malaysia?!.... Still deciding... But no worry guys... Vin will figure out myself...^^



Last couple weeks... I went to a trip wif a mistery person^^... lolx... few ppl know only^^
I having a relax and happy holiday wif this person o...^^
Come New Zealand so long time ago... but i never leave main city... Auckland... this time i went to a place call Rotorua... is like Selangor KL ma... went to Ipoh lo... drive 3 hours only ma...^^
I got play many things lo... like this Zorb... what this?!
Zorb mean gas ball^^




sit cable car go to a high hill...


then play sky swing on the sky!!! is was like i almost can swing myself fly over the sky lo...^^



After play Luge... this 1 yau feel... Tze... Max... Han weio... all brothers come play together more yau feel... bcoz damn speed lo...^^

From high hill ride till middle btm of the hill...
then sit mini cable back from high hill...

I play jor 5 ride... this 1 got 3 type of lane... beginner... intermediat... and advance...
1st two ride i play wif her... but the next 3 ride i only can play wif myself... lolx... so i keep train my speed when i turn for corner... more and more fast...



The most yau feel is... In the place Rotorua... is a Volcano Tempat... so got many spa pool... even my resort also got private spa pool o...^^ couple come just yau feel lo...^^
Not complete this post yet... bcoz due to my internet... haihz... damn cham ar... T_T